Monday, December 19, 2011

Disguising Mistakes with Farwells

Treason in his blood knows well how to betray,
when he wisely opened his arm yet closing my way,
implying that friends are forgotten as ships in the bay.

The stairs still witness how much you swore,
That I'm your queen and I'm your only amour,
Pooh, I can imagine her sitting there in my place,
drinking from my cup and deceived with your disgrace,
recalling the same gossips that we used to trace.
But,the poor doesn’t know that she wasn't that strong,
As "Be My Friend" will rock her world and your fraud will prolong.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

From Vice to Advice



Spell love not by the lips and the eyes,
but with a loyal heart to the skies.
Cherish it not with the drunk in the cars,
yet when your mind glitters like stars
Curse life when people lie and pretend,
for love now is no more than an end.


Write married not by the pen and the line,
but with a faithful heart to the Divine.
Find someone who never shares you cups of wine,
yet proudly raises you up into sunshine.
Wail life when people seek gold and pretend,
for marriage now is no more than an end


Burn amour like a bullet in the blood,
both painful if you dared or shared a part.
Honor loneliness when her art is down to mud,
Since every scar that once shook the heart,
will someday cure your precious whole,
and let you sleep beside a mother not a whore.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

The False Identity

The bed we once shared
The lines we used to cross
The fear you once dared
is now a part of our loss

The shyness that I once proudly broke
is the rudness that I’m willing to close
And those lips that previously love spoke
are the nosiy tips that I now oppose

Love the love not the lovely
Appreciate beauty not the beautiful
Elsewhere, the love you want to retire
may in the future against you conspire

Sunday, September 28, 2008

The Attacking Stare

My pen to your beauty one day must pass
To bare you as being stripped in the past
Through feelings falls and strikes
You arrested the thoughts causing a blast
yourself is corrupting, so beware your destiny!
Toxic Sins are hardly paid with me
Even satan who betrayed the Lord
will fear my curse to your road!
Blinds who see in you a charming dove
my heart is cleaned now from your love
No place for you near my side
Damned whom you’ll be his bride
You the spot of shame in my life
Better be killed than have you as a wife

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Interior Hesitation

A chisel in the mind striking up your name
While I'm still trying to erase you from my brain
I passed through doctors wandering
If this is one of the horrible complaint
They told me nothing but only lovers
Had felt such like agony and pain
So I moved into lovers while still weak
Begging them if any one knows he must speak
They told me from her stay away for a week
And if still suffering don't turn freak
And now nothing stopped and nothing changed
Eventhough I believed that time will clear my stage.

When Reality kills the Dream

I go to bed every night
To see you in my dreams
To live with you happily
Where we play beside the streams
Every thing is shinning there with glory
Every joy is found there in our realms
So that we quarrel rarely
Busy in drinking ecstasy to the lees
Then when I wake up in the morning scarcely
Insisting in catching you as it seems
So I walk to your home quickly
To kiss you between the greens
To tell you that I'm your worthy
And to tell you what happened in my dreams
But shocked to find you carelessly
Not offering me any attention or esteems
So I return to my home asking surprisingly
Is this girl that I saw her in my dreams?
So I keep in wondering more and more
Till I reach the fact and the shore
That a man shouldn't believe in dreams anymore.

Your Ghost of Sorrow

My eyes with lovely yours long ago never meet
You left them in hunger without any healing treat
And since the moment you faded away from my site
No one has ever taken your place or did I any girl invite
And if you have chosen yourself and wont with me stay
That is fine for me but will cost you too much pray
To forget the man who printed in your heart a spot
And teach you romance and teach you more than a lot
So don't be angry if this feeling is now in present
Not all things in this life are purely pleasant
This is how yesterday may be soon or tomorrow
And how my leaving day will become your ghost of sorrow

Between the Mind and Feeling

Would you mind?
If I took my time thinking about her
Would you mind?
If I took more time for knowing her
Would you mind?
If I took my time asking the Lord about her
I'll ask His Mighty
Is it the girl you want me to
love, hug and kiss ? Shall I do?
That's what the mind said to the heart
But that was not the end
Since a sudden thought from my heart sparked
Oh! Listen "look through her eyes you'll see
No guilt no pain no harm
And look here inside me you'll see
no guilt no pain no lie
Just love her,baby, love her
Yeu shall not lose her but must gain
Although this will cost you too much pain"
In that wonder and out of control
Comes a sound not from the brain but from the soul
Crying oh!Both need a save from such like touch
This girl is born to love and to be loved so much

Sonnet 18

Shall I compare my university to a park?
Thou art uglier and more chaotic
Each questioning paper is ended with good luck
As a pretense of being so much romantic

Usually we say tomorrow it will shine
And often nothing happen instead of more pain
Scattered and shocked as the marks aren't mine
We shout and cry as being a group of insane

Then a huge feeling from within arise named depression
Hesitating if we are in a university or a graveyard?
No success just a soft burning of our ambition
But this won't work on me because I'm the bard

And so man will someday notice and his eyes must see
So long this will live and show my real university

Angelina Joli and My Little Me

As curtains blind sun from being so close,
One impediment to shining is your brows,
As pens utter when touch any paper or sheet,
Your lips mark mine with lust wherever they meet,
Your love in my veins knows its road,
And my ears without your voice are bored.
An Ambassador of peace to the whole world,
Ambassador of love and beauty you're to my words.
Life won't know a human angel like you
So my lines if you're absent in them carry no value.
Queen your body but king is my soul
If you are Joli then I am Sole.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

I'm okay so never mind

Since you were once mine
Filling my days and my time
But now no more than a rhyme
Dropped out from my mind

You cost me pain, you cost me stress
Felt on the heart, felt on my breath
You've shaken the feeling inside my breast
But now no more pain and no more depress

Out of my mind and into my rhymes
You'll always be one of my sad yesternights
But be sure that those whom the poet writes
Will someday or some night glitter and shine

That is you and this is your end
And for every story there are two sides
The good in mine that I will someday transcend
And the bad in yours that you were small to my size

So even you're happy or even you're sad
To my life, I swear, will not you add.

Duality of Eastern Girls

Equal to dream equal to marriage
Fulfilling her goals not yet her college
Eastern mind in western cloths
Living none but dying on both
Love in her heart seek no aim
While still she speaks in its name
She lives not in proud but in pride
Even Angels can't make her satisfied
That rib must have affected her mind
So that no place you reach with her or find
Sure not all but most of the eastern girls
Follow this road with this cheapest fare.

Between History and Herstory

History is change and change is history
I swear you were a perfect moral whore
For many years I haven't seen before
Such a girl or heard such like a story

The only spot of shame in my life
With respect to your mind and beauty
Why you stabbed me with such a knife?
That never had killed just added agony

Go away whom rudeness is her nature
Sign on my grave for life was not life
When you were with me little creature

Neither sun nor moon rise for your rule
Even man wasn't created to be your tool
Unveil the wickedness you from men hide
The real shadow and darkness of your pride

And let my pen upon your heart passes and writes
Maybe through its deep movements and strikes
Will be taught a clean lesson in your dirty life

He's just lying

I heard what you're saying about me
That "am now no more than a memory"
And that "I left her not she left me"
I heard them saying also more and more
"She was a toy" that was her role
And to entertain you pointed me a "whore"
I heard all these with tears froze in the eyes
Wondering for reasons behind these cheap lies
Do you think yourself in doing that a hero?
Reward your manhood, much bigger than a zero
In poisoning others and killing their hearts
In covering truth with some of your arts
Shame on men when do so with women
Shame on those who want us ruin

Be and See


Change the sadness of your days
With a lovely smile on your face
Think of nature and its times
How it always affects your rhymes

Remove the misery from your brain
And that sad look from your eyes
Try to live in honor as a man
Who is never bound to any chain

Look at the sea in the spring time,
and how the change signs its mark
in the waves that turn so calm
after all the heavy thunder and rain.


Wait no one to guide you in your train
just move ahead with love as your aim
Handle yourself with care and fix
every hole you'll meet in your way

Believe in the Lord who always you see
Trust His words and never doubt His mercy
Forget not Him so that He forgets not thee
This is my counsel if the best you want to be

A song dedicated to Avril Lavigne.."Now or Never"

It has been more than a year
And till now you are not clear
Each time I see you I want you to speak
To tell me anything even if freak

(Chorus)
This is something terrible
This is something horrible
To be attracted to your eyes
To talk with them from miles
….
I want you to be close
Touching my lips touching my nose
To be yours and you'll be mine
And our two souls in one confine

…..
This is something terrible
This is something horrible
To be attracted to your eyes
To talk with them from miles
…..
Last time when I saw you
I wondered not knowing what to do
Poisoning and chaining me
Please come on and set me free
….
Since this is something terrible
This is something horrible
To go in silence that long
To stripped me from where I belong
…..



Late Witness

Even you are suffering now the hurt

We felt dozens of that in our heart

And if your eyes fill in tears for being so weak

Floods of tears are still piercing on my cheek

And if once you said "you're in my heart so deep"

Still they're hearing me uttering your name in my sleep

The minutes in grief you're offering now lack

Any healing reason to return you to my life back

So take off your new mask may be you release

This is my last advice to you in piece and peace.

A Journey Within My Deep

Handle me any pen even this cheap

The richest will be when enter my deep

Hurry to carry the change to the world

To scatter on any page my words

From long ago they're prisoned on my heart

Begging me to speak them aloud

Between the head and my deep they're buried

On this road which only the truth carried

Our people are overloaded with stress and pain

They're in need for hope as their need for rain

These aren't words to be written on walls

Or to be lined as poems or books and put on stores

Hope is to be lived and achieved

Not a cup to be risen and cheered.

A Bribed Confession

My ink to your beauty can't describe

While as a rock I look at your eyes

Unless your lips to mine make a bribe

And violate the warning of your last advice

When as millions you said to me beware

With my magic try not to have an affair

Or else your self will blame more than once

And feel desperate whenever you are in my trance

But since our love has ripped and mustn't be stored

As the water while standing it is spoiled

And when running golder than the gold

So let me confess that to you once again

Your bribe has worked on my lines with flowing and faint

Thursday, December 6, 2007

Into my Heart

In a time when silence becomes the topic of the days
And no one to any one the truth says
I wonder if there is still anybody there
To give me his attention and care
Our new cultures and divided regions
From beyond the oceans again come
By the minds whom we've always welcomed
Looking at the future of our children in fear
What are woven for them? I can hear!
In the bus wondering with tears in my eyes
What a painful story if it ends with die
Inequity, inequity everywhere
No one to stop and no one to dare
You may know the truth and how it pains?
But to speak means to bargain
Upon your people, culture and even your rain
Oh lord we'd been deceived twice and thrice
Is it fair to always pay the price?!

Together Forever

You were the life in its stars
The flowers in its buds
The heart in its beats
You were the beauty
Whenever it shines
To you I write…

Night by day and day by night
I wish you here by my side
Sharing the same bed
Eating from the same bread
Living together
Smiling forever
And nothing can make us sad

Light by dark and dark by light
I hope you were always mine
Laying down beside your eyes
Waking up only when you rise
In trance together
In fantasy forever
And nothing will make us bad

Warm by cold and cold by warm
I'm alone because you're so far
Feeling isolated
Totally frustrated
In memory together
To bind us forever
And nothing can make us mad

Ask by pray and pray by ask
I did my best in kneeling without rest
The Mighty orders so
And we can't say no
In hope together
To join forever
And nothing will make us dead